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B-log? Blog? What is that? [Nov. 11th, 2012|02:53 am]
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Someone asked me if I had a blog today, and I said yes - because I do. I have since ages.  However, what I most currently post to now is tumblr - and short conversation snippets and pictures that (mostly) refer to Robert Carlyle does not a blog make.  I don't like the forced curt loudness of facebook, but I find I have fallen prey to it regardless.  I can't remember the last time I typed out a long entry.

So I'm back here.  I don't know that anyone will see this, but at least it'll give me a place to write things that aren't solely meant to amuse.  

What am I doing?  I'm slowly slowly getting back into sewing.  Only now most of the characters I make have been female.  WHAT DOES IT MEAN???

Also, I hardly watch anime anymore.  Live TV has been making quite the comeback -- a lot of good programming is on, and maybe that's the only reason.  Once Upon A Time is my obsession at the moment.  

I also have two jobs now, which doesn't leave a lot of free time.  I clean at a school/church four nights a week, plus my regular job that I've had for almost a decade now.  I was mostly wasting my time anyways - now I use it to make money. So, great!  

I want to read more books, but it's hard... I read a lot but it's ALL been fanfiction, which is nearly impossible to quantify.  I finally wrote a lengthy fanfic of my own - and finished it to boot!  

Right now I'm baking a cake - going to make a 3-tier cake to take to our holiday meeting and decorate it like a Christmas tree.  I took classes.  I got this.

So, I've had a rough couple of years... but I finally feel like hope is in my life again. That life is in my life again, if you will.  I don't know what the future holds, but things are looking up - I just feel it.  If I don't fuck it up. Again.  If only life could be lived without that possibility I think everything would just be better.  
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[User Picture]From: ambyr
2012-11-11 01:36 pm (UTC)
I'm still reading.
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[User Picture]From: rayvah
2012-11-12 04:54 am (UTC)
Aww! So you are! I need to start keeping tabs on this journal again. Are you doing well?
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[User Picture]From: ambyr
2012-11-12 02:15 pm (UTC)
Yep, doing pretty well :-). Though buckling down in terror today to tackle some work I've been putting off for this graduate class I've been taking in the evenings. So perhaps I should say, I'll be doing pretty well when I'm done with that.
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