|B-log? Blog? What is that?
||[Nov. 11th, 2012|02:53 am]
Someone asked me if I had a blog today, and I said yes - because I do. I have since ages. However, what I most currently post to now is tumblr - and short conversation snippets and pictures that (mostly) refer to Robert Carlyle does not a blog make. I don't like the forced curt loudness of facebook, but I find I have fallen prey to it regardless. I can't remember the last time I typed out a long entry.|
So I'm back here. I don't know that anyone will see this, but at least it'll give me a place to write things that aren't solely meant to amuse.
What am I doing? I'm slowly slowly getting back into sewing. Only now most of the characters I make have been female. WHAT DOES IT MEAN???
Also, I hardly watch anime anymore. Live TV has been making quite the comeback -- a lot of good programming is on, and maybe that's the only reason. Once Upon A Time is my obsession at the moment.
I also have two jobs now, which doesn't leave a lot of free time. I clean at a school/church four nights a week, plus my regular job that I've had for almost a decade now. I was mostly wasting my time anyways - now I use it to make money. So, great!
I want to read more books, but it's hard... I read a lot but it's ALL been fanfiction, which is nearly impossible to quantify. I finally wrote a lengthy fanfic of my own - and finished it to boot!
Right now I'm baking a cake - going to make a 3-tier cake to take to our holiday meeting and decorate it like a Christmas tree. I took classes. I got this.
So, I've had a rough couple of years... but I finally feel like hope is in my life again. That life is in my life again, if you will. I don't know what the future holds, but things are looking up - I just feel it. If I don't fuck it up. Again. If only life could be lived without that possibility I think everything would just be better.